To poop or not to poop.....

Old devotion from 08' It is funny though how God brings things to our attention just at the right time! Ummmmm... See a pattern here ladies and gentlemen?? GOD's Timing is ERYTHING!!!!! Kinda funny how Pastor Mark was just talking about covering our poop and walking away!! Anyone who doesn't go to my church can check out the sermon on our website g12orlando.com I believe it was the teaching on 01/03/2010!

Gen 1:28God blessed them:Prosper! Reproduce! Fill Earth! Take charge!Be responsible for fish in the sea and birds in the air,for every living thing that moves on the face of Earth."

God tells us to take responsibility (ownership) in our lives, and that means for us to know what is ours to take care of and what we don't need to worry about. It takes wisdom to know what we should be doing,because we can't do everything. God broke something in me that I didn't realize was still in me, and it stems back to my marriage and my ex husband. I realized that I am nice out of fear, this was a HUGE thing for me this morning I used to be this way with my ex husband I did everything out of fear, and I see this creeping back in."HELLO JENNIFER" God was saying to me the spirit of fear, rejection, and people-pleasing lay in side of you. WHAT? I thought all of this was gone. Nope, and it is all my fault because I didn't take complete ownership of what God has given me.Now that I start thinking, it is hard for me to realize what are my responsibilities and what aren't. I know that God doesn't expect me to do everything, and now realizing that it shouldn't matter what people in the world expect me to be or do.This doesn't fall into my daily responsibilities, but this falls into not doing things for people out of fear that they won't like me.God revealed to me a vision of a house with a zero lot line and a house with a lot of space around it, boundaries around my heart is what God wants me to do. I need to stop having a zero lot line around my heart and letting people look in my "windows" and letting their dogs poop in my yard, because I don't want people pooping on my heart then walk away. Once they walk away they feel better, but then I have to sit and try to justify that it was ok for me to let them dump on me because that is the "Christian" thing to do.Today I will realize what is my responsibility and what isn't!